Why do I put myself through this?

"Think about marshmallows, cookies, don't think about how the world can instantly end like at any moment by bad sun flares or something, or how I was [redacted] as a child and the many thoughts that conflict in my mind...oh wait...[bleep]"
I decided to not try my best for details or what, and this is not vent, just silly thing that outlines how my mind is at times...wait doesn't that mean...[honk].

But in all seriousness I'm alright, go worry about someone else who isn't a dingus like me-or specifically me, move along!