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:iconfnokitty:FNOKitty posted a status
There are things I wish to say, and I write them down here, but I seem to stop myself from posting them since I have a level enough head for the most part and wish not to worry others or think I'm alright... But right now I'm really am not alright.
I really want to put what I been thinking but it's best to keep it to myself even though I know it's not...
Point is, I'm kind of a bloody mess right now. Mentally anyways... with half-hearted smiles and laughs that feelings fade out as quick as they come. To be drowning my troubles with distractions at a time I shouldn't. 
I really do need help but I'm so used to keeping to myself since I don't think I should call out for help since I don't think I'm worth the trouble even more so when I question my self-worth. Since I feel I shouldn't be trusted as I don't trust myself... honestly I'm waiting for things to just suddenly end when I know I have more of a life ahead of me... I have the biggest of chances presented to me yet I don't take them with full vigor since I just expect and wait for the end... I lost sight of what I hold onto... and the thing is I know how to turn it all around, the one action that could lift me back to having my pep back... I feel ready to take on the task... soon maybe... all of this could have been avoided if I just didn't keep doing the same thing over and over again. Insanity is what it is... 

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WarriorsFanGirl1920 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2017  Student Filmographer
Please stay strong
We are all here for you <3
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FNOKitty Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2017  Student General Artist
Thank you! I saw this and did smile and only just now I am replying to you.
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WarriorsFanGirl1920 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2017  Student Filmographer
I'm so happy I could give you a smile!!!<3<3<3
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