I feel like I grew up a bit... taking responsibility... some tough ones... really makes a part of me grow... even though I might not of like the idea... I guess I grew... the youngest part of me grew up... to be more than just a child... I'm proud of that... yet I kinda wanted him to stay like how they were before... at least they are not gone... I kinda... allowed them to be hurt more than I should... not wanting to be hurt myself... I wanted to keep my will and mind safe... and let my heart get hurt back then... I could have lost it all in all... but now they're stronger... a part of their charm might be gone... but I guess now... I'm more grown up... I'm finally more balanced... -sighs- I really do hope... my hopes and dreams won't just become dust... Maybe... life will work out for me... even though before I kinda wanted it to not work out... but that changed now... I feel like I have more control now... Be it for the best or worst... change needs to be accepted to adapt...